Thought Process

Varada Desikan P.S.

 

Are you a good boy? Are you a virtuous girl? Are you a proud son? Are you a satisfactory daughter? Are you sure about who you are and what are the extents of your mind? How about I tease it a little bit? How about I show the teeny tiny details that you would never realize it’s there running behind your back? What if you may not be the person you think you are? What will happen if everything running inside your head becomes a reality? What if you are forced to sacrifice your scrupulous nature? What if I make you think that behind everything, there is at least one thing which pulls you back and portrays your evil nature? Would you be able to face it? Will you be able to withstand that line of thought? Will you be able to succeed through the series of unfortunate ideas? Can you fight the misconception? Or, is it a misconception? Or a different perception of the augmented reality?

What am I trying to say here?

Simple. There is more than what you think you are thinking. Everybody knows that. People try to act environment friendly and society moving. People try to discuss about peace and eradicate violence in every possible way. I’m just trying to induce a sequence of possibilities that every normal person like you and me can have their own images of evil and unholy resemblances. It might vary from person to person. One might be thinking about the shameful acts of their partner. Another might be wondering why the teacher always points out the mistakes in him. And a few more thinking about why they hate everybody. These thoughts are not malevolent but it’s the continuation of what they might do in such situation and similar environmental positions that enunciates their dishonourable thoughts.

How about I clarify this with few examples? Anger? Fear? Prolonged sadness? Melancholy? Regret? Panic? Tension? Agitation? Irritation? Displeasure? Exasperation? Are you sure that you would be able to control your mental pictures and assumptions during these situations? Thank goodness that we are able to control our activities and actions that these conceptualizations don’t define who we are and are not a part of actuality we live in. But are we sure that they can’t be used against you? Can you be confident that these thoughts will not bring about your downfall?

That’s exactly what happens. Statistics say that a crisis leading to loss happens due to the uncontrolled thoughts running behind your behinds and you actions via the 5 senses bring about everything that you don’t want to happen. Every person’s outset of events happens vividly because of what that person thinks. And the sad part is, it takes a humongous amount of effort to realize the fact that there is a possibility that his thought became the consequence of such an outcome. And neither is that thought easy to digest. After all we being humans, we just try to demolish problems rather than learning and improving from them. An unhealthy habit per se.

Why such negativity? It’s for people to understand the importance of the power of your subconscious brain. It is for people to know how much unfortunate things might occur due to the instability and uncontrollability of the brain. This can be taken as a word of caution and as an alertness to control our line of thoughts and act accordingly. We never know when one might touch your deepest secret just to watch you fall. Just to watch you fade from this world of existence. And why did that happen in the 1^st place? Because you failed to reign over your thought initiatives and the rest just started drifting away.